surabaya trip

naa!! I like your post! hahahaha paragraph nya berantakan sii jadinya bacanya rada bingung but i get the his message basically; life is too short to sweat the small things in life, suka suka kita aja, do what ever you feel like doing (with brain of course). Tapi dari semua yg disana, paling berkesan buat gw adalah ini : "Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway."  

I'm having those moments where I hate my work so much again...haiihhh kemaren ini kantor ada perang lagi hahahaha and it involves me this time. Gw bener ga nyangka si kerjaan bakal consume so much of my mental mind, jadi suka dag dig dug duwerrrr! -_- gw kayanya si udah tau passion gw apa...hmmm..jangan ketawa yeee lu lu pada!! Gw pengen punya bakery atau desert cafe and ini adalah target gw dalam 5 tahun setelah gw married. Hahahaha, gw ga pernah ngeliat diri gw di dalem dapur biikin2 kue siiii tapi hmmm gw suka hahaha! Anyways, yaaa jadinya kalo merid next year, gw itung 5 taun (max) pengen bisa achieve that. Why after marriage? Cos mak gw clean freak and I'll never be allowed to turn on the damn oven.

And trus gw baca post nana yang kedua trakhir, yuppp most probably everyone went through that kind of experience in one way or another. Cos probably, lu ga tau yang mana yg terbaik buat lu kalo ga perna coba coba and justru the best one will just passes you by. Tapi ya itu lah idup, kaya mak cepi bilang "gak semua yang lu mau bisa lu dapetin".

Kawinan si "Dia" bagus, dari dekor and acara bla bla. Gw dateng holy matrimony nya and his vow sangat sangat sangat menyentuh sekali, ampe sedih gw nahan2 air mata. Waktu liat rada rada begimana gitu, jadi kepikiran "Damn ! He is one good man!" Bukan nya hamim ga good yah, he's good too but different person obviously. Haiih, ya intinya betul, you'll probably end up not with the person that you crazily love head over heels. Timing, timing, timing!!! Super critical, you just need to be at the right place and the right time. 

After his wedding, I closed the chapter. Skrg ya gw konsen aja kedepan nya, liat nya lurus aja ga mau ke kanan ke kiri. Hamim came at the right time and being loved is certainly better than loving. Even though the most best scenario is having the 1st, 2nd and 3rd person to be the same one. Hahahaha, manusia ga pernah puas.